At least I am not crying today

Today is a better day than yesterday was, I had cried alot yesterday that my head and eyes hurt. I sat in my room and did nothing but think about how my life had changed and what a burden I was on my parents, but I fianlly realized that I am not a burden on anyone and I need to learn to accept what has happened to me and go on and be myself and love myself.
I got a hair up my rear end today to rearrange some things that I use alot and wanted to move them closer to my desk, so I didn't have to get up and get them out of the drawers so I moved the magazine holders and put the drawers on the table and then I put the KNK kits that I have had in a paper holder and then I put them on top of the drawers, so they are easy to see and I can use them and not let them pile up and have a stockpile. I am also trying to get all the papers and cardstock into vertical storage and I now know how many that I have to get in order to put all my papers in. I saw on Srapbook.com had a coupon for the Cropper Hopper storage and instead of $24.99 they are $13.50 after the coupon and the it is good until the 18th of May so I might be getting a couple more of them and then I should have enough for awhile. But then O have another problem of where to put them but that is not a problem that will stop me from buying them. When I was at Wal-Mart I was in the Clearance Isle and there the Scrapbook bag that I have had my eye on ever since they came into the craft department and it was on clearance for $10.00 instead of $40.00. It is the mimi bag-- Pink and Chocolate bag and I had to dig for that color, at first all that I could find was the Stone & Chocolate or the Green & Chocolate and then I moved the a couple of boxes and the last Pink was there and it went in my basket and I was happy. I went to the checkout and Mom and Dad were in line a couple of lanes away and when I got done I was waiting on them and Dad saw what I had and he made a face and later on, Mom told me that he said that if I get anytjhing else for scrapbooking that I am not going to have room for me. But that won't happen because I can always move some stuff into the other room that is if I ever get busy and get it cleaned out and rearranged to have room for more junk.. But when I suggest going in there and starting Mom always has an excuse and I am not doing it by myself again and I am not going to move things like I did in my room. That put me out of commission for about a week and I paid for it in the amount of pain that I had and I don't want that again and I am not putting myself through that. So I am off to work on the BP class "Color Me Happy" and see what I can find to do after that. Thanks for reading my blog and Have a great day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :)