A Blast from the Past

I got a call from someone that I thought I would never hear from. The phone rang and I waited until the Caller ID came up and it said Moore, Ken and I thought what is this and answered it and he asked if this was me and I said yes and he said "Do you know who this is?" and of course I did and told him "Ken" and he asked how I knew and told hime Caller ID. So that started a 2 1/2 hour phone call. I have been thinking of him alot and I was thinking about his mom and dad, his dad is the nicest person of the face of the earth and I have no problem with him. But my ex mother in law was a different story, I did not hate the woman but I did not trust her and she was not the nicest to me at times and always talk about me behind my back. But last night I found out that she has passed away the same day that I got hurt in 2002. Ken told me that he was happy that he had called, he also told me that he had been if Florida not too long ago, and he was here in Sarasota and he didn't stop and see me and that really bother me but I understand that he didn't know if I was married or what was happening in my life. I had sent a letter to him at his last known address in Greencastle, he didn't get it but his Dad did and he kept in the bible and gave it to him last night. The whole time we were talking we both said at different times that it was so good to hear each other's voices. I had wanted to ask him a question and I finally got the nerve to ask him last night. I always wanted to know why he walked out on our marriage, he told me that he didn't know then and he still doesn't know now and it was nothing that I had done and I wanted to know if he didn't love me anymore and he said no and I believe him. He told me that he is divorced again and back in Indiana and he had lived all over the US. What is so funny is that yesterday was my 6 year anniversary to the jerk that I am still legally married to. I told him every thing that has happened to me and why I am in a wheelchair, by the end of the call I had started crying and telling him that I really wanted to see him again and if he could come to Fl and see me and I think in the near future I will be seeing him and I am sure that my Dad will have something to say about it and really don't care, I still have feelings for him and I always will. I told him that if things would of been different between us and he didn't walk out the way that he did I would of been back in Indiana as fast as I could of been but I was terrified that he would walk out on me again and I would not have anyone in Indiana except for his family and I didn't want that and I stayed in FL. Well anyway stay turned to see what happens next and what the future brings for me and Ken again.
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